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persistent pimples

story of my forehead is that it's always been pimple-infested. still rmb when ganesh (sec 3/4 history tcher) used to walk into class and tell me that he "used to have the same problem". ROTFL. (also rmbr the day he walked into class and i told him he looked sober rotfl but that's another story for another day..haha he hated me!) also known as "the pimple plantation", ze skin has been exceptionally fertile these few months. hormone/ stress related i suppose. after seeking professional help and getting like tonnes of creams for it, my bloody (literally) pimples are still there. kill one batch and a new batch sprouts out like WEEDS. haha. often the subject of jokes nowadays.. daddy said they look like "red lights on a christmas tree". rotfl. they just don't seem to go away! he says it's dermatitis.. and i think i agree. it's not acne cos it's JUST on my forehead.. plus the acne medication doesn't seem to be working.

finally got my bluetooth working so being the enthu me that i am, i decided to capture the essense of my PERSISTENT PIMPLES on cam, and since uncle bluetooth is working i could bluetooth em over onto my computer (:





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Exhibit A: Red Lights on a Christmas Tree (christmas has come a bit too early for me i think)



I'm all sweaty cos my aircon's been acting all wonky so .. tssst. it's hot and stuffy and i'm sweating. DAMN GROSS LA. all this icky wicky stuff popping out of my head. ewza. my second mission- to exterminate those pimples (to find out what the first mission is refer to earlier post).





the disease has spread to my cheek. my lovely pimple-free cheek..those pimples.. kill em!



Exhibit B: indigeneous pimple that has settled in the cheek region.

i think tri training is so fun cos every day of training during the week there's a new experience, new sensation of pain and exhaustion that brings different feelings of satisfaction. well that's how it used to be at least. today i was reminded of why i loved fridays so much- was one of my favourite sessions of the week. i hadn't been to bishan since before the first trials, so when i tottered down today and almost suffocated myself doing 6k at some lao yah pace and some 300s (also at some lao yah pace), i finally remembered why i loved fridays so much. IT'S SUPER SHIOK. haha. well indescribable. thank goodness shaun was nice enough to slow down for me or else i would have ended up sloth-ing my way through.

gotta keep trying.. cos that's how tri is. there's a reason why it's called an ENDURANCE sport. ain't about this year, or next year. it's about the many years to come. one day.. i'm going to make it. and if that day isn't this year, or next year, i shouldn't be bothered. because my one day will come.. my hard work will pay off.. and even if i'm not the most talented. I AM MORE HARDWORKING THAN YOU so my one day will come...

ok that was the endorphins talking. haha. i want to feel this high on endorphins everyday. i sound so positive. so unlike me. ladeeda.

i need to brainwash myself with more positive thoughts.. eeks. hahah maybe it's the pessimism that's fertlising my forehead. hahah.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

it's the passion that drives you